Jesus Paid the Ultimate Price

I friend of mine at work gave me a CD the other day with this song from Kelly Couch. It is called, Brought with a Price:
As I listened to this the first time it reminds me of my longing to bring our little guy home and how he has been growing in my heart a little more each and every day. But also how this could be Jesus speaking to us and how He longs for relationship with us and how He paid the ultimate cost -His Life- just so we wouldn't have to. How He longs to walk with us hand in hand. Just picture that in your head, it brings chill bumps to me to think that All Mighty God, longs to have this kind of relationship with me.

My child how I've long to hold you in my arms
To finally say that you're mine all mine
You don't know how much you have lived in my heart
No matter the cost, I had to find a way to bring you home.

There's no distance too far
No road so long I wouldn't travel
No price I wouldn't pay
To look in your eyes, see you smile
Put your hand in mine
You don't have to be afraid
You're not alone anymore
The price was paid

For so long, you've been living your life on your own
No one to care, no one to share your hopes and your fears
Don't you know that my heart's always been with you
Just close your eyes, my sweet child,imagine me with you
I'm right there with you.

I feel that I am losing my marbles

No news on the adoption front.


So I thought that waiting would be the easy part of this adoption process. I thought no more running here and there to get the paperwork done. Little did I know how wrong that I would be. THIS HAS BEEN THE HARDEST PART. I feel that I have lost my marbles in the waiting process, and my paitence are running very thin (not that I had a whole lot to start). We have been waiting 12 weeks now and I really thought that we would have a referral by now. Sorry about the complaining I'm just ready to meet my little man that God has for us. Come on phone please ring.